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it's strange. I was just reading one of my friend's journals, in an entry he made almost a year ago. he said something about he had a dream and someone in that dream told him something important. it reminded me of what someone in one of my dreams had said, and his words had bothered me for days in that dream. of course, the friend I'm speaking of knew the person in real life and had dreamed of them, the person from my dream is someone I don't know. even in the dream they were a stranger, but I'd come to know them in the dream as someone wise and tactful, at least in battle. I don't remember much else about the dream except for his words:

"You do not dream because you only live in fantasy"

or something like that. it had bothered me, and it still bothers me, now that I've remembered it. he said I didn't dream, even though I was dreaming. I couldn't dream because I'm always dreaming and living in a fantasy. I'm not completely sure if that's true, but it does make a lot of sense to me. I do live in fantasy so much, it's almost creepy, but I still love it. but his tone...it was so...it was scary, like what I was doing was completely horrible. it was accusing, but disgusted and disappointed, too. I was doing something wrong because I lived in fantasy, and it was wrong that it kept me from dreaming. it was such a strong accusation in the dream. and there was someone else next to him, and that guy just shook his head like the other guy's words were mean but he couldn't object because they were so true. both men were strangers, but that really ticked me off in the dream and freaked me out in real life once I woke up. the first guy's words just won't leave my head.

"You don't dream because you're already living in a fantasy"

and yes, I know I changed the quote. that's because I don't remember it exactly. I don't dream because I'm already in a fantasy...how odd, and painful, but I can't change a thing. I dream of being in another world, but I can't go as far I want to because such worlds don't exist, but I can't dream about it because I'm already there...how strange...