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im not scared (yes u r) im not hopeless (yes u r) im not alone (yes u r) im not worthless (yes u r) im scared, hopeless, alone, and worthless wats even worst is that i've known all this time, but i never wanted to admit it. i cried so much when i was hidden. i thought that if i cried it all out, i would then be happy. boy, i was real stupid. when some boy found me, he thought i was a freak. why would a girl cry on a nice day like this. i thought he would comfort me instead he just ranaway. he left me all alone to deal with my pain. then i realized, that if this was the result of my tears i didnt want it. so i put on a straight face and when i smiled it was hard not to cry. i wanted to reach out and tell somebody, but i thought they would call me a freak, a loser. a stupid little weakling.
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