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This Is My Bordness
Ma Poems, and Songs... and junk....
Sinking to My Home
Rain down,
let it cut to the bone
Rain down,
just like my words did to you
Rain down,
and let these wounds never heal
Rain down,
let my heart always bleed

Through the rain and tears,
your eyes hide from me,
because they now see,
truth in disbelief.

So I take my knife,
from your bleeding heart,
turn it on myself,
and I slit my throat.

To bleed
like you bleed
slowly draining
To feel the rain
Letting go

With this scar across my neck,
I wont forget the day that I
took the knife into my hands,
and waved our lives goodbye

Cluttered Clouds, over the sky.
Sick of the sun, Living for night,
To watch your shadow in perfect time.
To watch you fall down, was such a pretty sight.

I can still remember
The words and what they meant
As we etched them with our fingers
In years of wet cement

The days blur into each other
Though everything seems clear
We cruised along at high speeds
But then we shifted gears

and I ran away
Now all my friends gone
Maybe I've outgrown all the things that I once loved
Run away
But what am I running from?
A show of hands from those in this audience of one

Identities assume us
As nine and five add up
Synchronizing watches
To the seconds that we lost

When I looked up and saw you
I know that you saw me
I froze but for a moment
In empathy

I brought down the sky for you
but all you did was shrug
You gave my emptiness a name

We're all okay, until the day we're not
The surface shines, while the innocence rots
We raced the sunset and we almost won
Captured by darkness, when u left me alone.

[Gerard, I miss you.... insanely...
I wish I could follow in your footsteps,
but the strings are tied, and I can't....I'm held down now,
bound by my choices...]






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I Elektrik I
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 01, 2009 @ 07:46am
...Savannah...w-what does this mean...dont turn away, you need to keep fighting...


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