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I have so much pain that i cant even feel its like im stuck circling around in a demon reel, and the girl who said she loved me all she did was steal, steal my heart and now it cant even heal, why wont it seal, just the let the blood run and let the devil make a deal,because i cant even finish one ******** meal. Im tired of all the lies i just wish i would die, leave the world the finger as a final goodbye, i mean what the hell was with that cat now im stuck with this knife in my back, and im on th3e path to insanity from all this calmaity and, all my hopes and dreams of having a family is gone, what a mutha ******** tragedy. but i promise you though tyhat when i die ill make sure you know the reason why i cause all these wars because its all im worth i told you i been dead since birth. theres nothing left so i just drink my self to death. keep hiding behind those walls watch one day it will fall. and youll be left wondering as the castle starts crumbling and ill be there laughing as my stomach staryts rumbling and all the people will start asking for my help and i wont do a dam thing cuz now im monster with black coat and black reaper wings. even as a king i wold gave it all up but now my time will soon be up. and you will all see what i grew to be until then you best to remeber me.