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She started her count down.

10.
All the rejection from every guy she's loved or liked.

9.
He made her want to do this after healing her heart then breaking it apart worse than it was before.

8.
No one ever did truely love her, they all just faked their feelings towards her..she was just a game to them.

7.
Everyone betrayed her.. her friends. Her family. Her only 2 loves. & It almost felt as though.. God did as well.

6.
Their all laughing at her behind her back. They think what she's going through is all in her head.. just stupid. Something rediculous.

5.
They all think she's faking it. They all think she's just calling for attention. Calling for pity. Calling for sympathy.

4.
They think she will get better with time, like as if its just something normal to go through.

3.
She tried to ask for help but they wouldn't take her seriously. Just send her to a therapist.. send her to get pills, but nothing can change how she feels.

2.
They think its a minor problem, but it's bigger then they could ever imagine. She should be locked up in coocoo bin.. somewhere in a hospital. She doesn't want to be there, she just wants get away.

1.
Bullets are in, Grip Held tight.
Last thing she hears is a BOOM.
Last thing she see's are her guts splattered in front of her.
Last thing she taste's is her blood.
The last thought she had was about how much she loved him,
but about how much he could care less.

0.
She's dead.