I should be excited and happy I guess. I was earlier. Now... idk. Family issues, leaving my friends for the summer, etc. There's so much to think about. So much time to think about them. Life doesn't always seem fair. I'm not usually this sad. It's weird. I get happy for no reason and I get really sad for no reason...actually I guess I do have a reason to be sad. I just haven't figured it out yet.