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today i went to school and smiled at everyone that looked at me... and they smiled back some of them even said "hi" . i was kinda shocked by it but.. it felt so good . i didin't really understand what was going on till sean said hey, your back to normal . he spoke the truth, that was actually me. the person who did not say much but smiled. even some of the prep kids said hi and tried to start a convo with me (O_o" wink . IT WAS WEIRD. all the people that did not know me as my "friends" did stilll talked to me because thats who i am. even a person (i don't remember her name but she's indian) i just saw at the locker's everyday told me not to walk in the sun cos its hot there. i love the way i feel right now, i went home and cried because today made me feel so ******** good about myself. i know who i am now, im the person you look at and i will smile back, maybe start a small convo with, thats who i am biggrin