well i had plans to see well my ex.
even tho it seemed like we were starting to get closer, i guess i was wrong.
she just eggs me on bringing my hopes up again and again. i really should just stop trying b/c as soon as she see's or interested in another guy she goes to me cancel basically which is a big slap to the face and she hurts me so much and she has no clue i literally feel like i got nothing.
the friends i have just seem distant and my close friend well he'll be moving away b/c of work so truly i got nothing, people wonder why i get so depressed i wanna die. you build my heart with hope then u break me. ugh i'm tired of this s**t.