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Still Waiting.

I hunger for love
I live for death
And I die just to live

This time I can't go on
I don't see the light
Too many wrongs tonight

I'm waging silent war
On all your indiscretions
Can't you just raise the white flag once?

How is it that you?
In all your sickening glory
Find joy in all I hate

It's all too much
It's all just not enough
Too long I've died for you

And too long you haven't tried
I'm done with waiting
For something more

I'm crawling, still falling
For you and your cold heart
Still searching all around

I'm staying and failing
Still waiting here in vain
For all that you won't be

I'm crawling, still falling
For what you promised me
So long ago, so far from home

I'm crawling now
You're falling down
And as I stand and fight

As you look up
I'll whisper my goodbyes
And turn my love away

I'm Crawling, still falling
And saying all those things
I'm living I'm loving

I'm missing, and listening
I'm counting down the peaceful days
Till I see your face again.