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Hospital
This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
on the way to the hospital.

Now will you ever rest your head?
You end up feeling mostly dead,
Pretending you're the last one,
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly,
all the way to the hospital.

Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars

It never used to hurt before
it isn't funny anymore
Feeling so alone now,
Funny how you wish some way that
you could die at the hospital

You're quiet on the car ride home,
You're waiting for your head to explode
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly
all the way to the hospital

I dont feel alright..
Oh, oh, I don't feel okay,
I'll be lying in the bed tonight.
Waiting for my dying day...

Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars

Now you can forever rest your head.
All thats left is your decomposing body,
and your bed...
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly,
Cuddle undercovers
all the way, at the hospital.






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I Elektrik I
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commentCommented on: Thu Jun 11, 2009 @ 07:25pm
YAY i have been waiting for a poem like this one n.n lol Last time i almost had to go to the hospital i cried (believe it or not) I have a fear of doctors that makes me want to die before i go to the hospital...or blackout so i wont know whats going on. >.< But a feeling of uncertainty falls upon you as you take the long drive towards the large building huh. crying its so scary.


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