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LAST JOURNAL ENTRY!!!!!
OK now i'll explain why i did what i did... Since you wanted to know so much...

I changed my account because of you (you know who you are) because creeps like me shouldn't be around people like you. Because i did everything i could do for you even tho you dissed me for a guy who was using you and didn't respect you... something i did ever since i met you i loved you and tried to be there for you all the time... Every ******** day i tried to make you happy and let's not forget the time when you supposedly tried to "kill yourself" because of that Sean guy... I swear i would have killed myself for you... I was happy for you and i cherished you every single day... Couldn't sleep for months cuz of you but i was still happy for you cuz you were happy with your bf and whatever... But no... you had to ignore me forever and to pretend you ever liked me or something... Julia was telling the truth... you thought i was a creep right from the start... and i was just waiting for you to say it yourself... and you did... i thought you were going to be happy for me if i had a gf and i thought you would be happy for me that she is pretty but no jealousy took over you and you ******** me up again... well it's over now... this here freak won't ever bother you again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






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Katsumi The Forgoten Soul
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Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 06:32pm


whoa what was all that about dad? O_O


haguro hagurashi
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Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 07:13pm


danm right im pretty 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding 3nodding


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iHeartCookieWaffles
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Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 08:32pm


woah... eek


II Z3CC4 II
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Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 10:18pm


=[ some of that is un true =[ sorry to say but julia did use another word from which 'she' said; also she did try to 'kill herself' many times luckly i was there... Also She didnt mean to call u a 'freak' she found ur last comment was weird and random yet something personal which wouldnt really be said to someone...

this comment isn't siding on anyone but I want to say it wasnt her fault it was mine...

So when u say forget... forget the mistakes and misunderstood comments even from each other... Cause saying its 'over' wont solve things and also will just make things worse as for, Regretting the fact it all endded before it started...

You 'loved' her, Sometimes saying that may hurt others in the same way as you felt...

Also, she didnt have time to comment and explain her view of the word 'freak'.

this isn't a bad comment but a fair one...

Love Becca xox


II iLex II
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Mon Jun 15, 2009 @ 11:14pm


the terms they both used are what people call synonyms... meaning around the same thing... anyway finding that information from other people wasn't the best thing that happened to me... in the same time as i had very strong feelings for 'her' and then finding out what 'she' really is like from one of her best friends... it would have been better and easier if 'she' just told me herself... as for the comment i made... whenever 'she' told me about 'her' bf i didn't tell 'her' that 'she' is a 'freak'... i wasn't jealous... i was happy for 'her'... i expected 'her' to be happy for me too... y would 'she' be jealous of my gf... i don't have any business with 'her' anymore... 'she' had a bf i had a gf... we were just friends...

and how could it be your fault?

i said you should forget about everything cuz i'm done with this i can't take it anymore... nothing will get worse... we just forget about it and move on i can't live in that moment all my life for almost an year i tried to fix everything and make 'her' happy as far as i could... nothing has ended before it has started... i'm ending what already begun from all the times i've went to bed with tears... so i'm not regreting it...

and i already said i was sorry for being like that but if you really had feelings y didn't you stop me... insted you found another yourself and forgot about it all for a while... you could have tried like i did but you didn't how was i supposed to know... so don't tell me that other people might have been hurt cuz i loved 'her'...

so i was supposed to wait for her to explain what her point of view was on the word? would you have stayed and listened? how would you feel if a person you have loved and now calls you his best friends calls you a freak cuz you were trying to share what makes you happy?

before you start the defending put yourself in my place with my experience and the way i gain knowlege of people... and finding out what they truely mean...

and that was my points of view... i mean no dissrespect...


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