Good news: I am going to find out the gender of my sister's baby any minute now.
Bad news: My aunt... had a miscarriage.
I'm sad. She really wanted to have another baby, but it died. We found out on Monday, and yesterday she went through the 'procedure'. I feel really bad, because on Sunday she had called and I was talking to her about it and she seemed so happy. Now I feel bad. But she hasn't been the only one... my aunt Esmi and my aunt Vanessa both had miscarriages. And I also found out yesterday that my grandma had had a miscarriage too. I guess we aren't the best baby mamas.
Sorry to bring you down with that horrible news... but my sister should be texting me soon to tell me what the gender of her baby is, if it's still alive... OK! Don't think like that! Think happy thoughts!
I got my Panic! At the Disco collectors box yesterday. I am going to watch the DVD tonight. Exciting! I also ordered another one, a newer one, and that should be coming soon, I hope. That is exciting. I am happy about that, especially because I got it ON SALE!! I love sales. They make me happy. It was originally $50 but I got it for $35. Good good, eh?
I don't know if I told you about my LiveJournal, but I have one. I think it is thisisthestuff.livejournal.com. And then I start a Panic At the Disco community, and it's a lot harder than I thought. You can see it here:
http://community.livejournal.com/dailypatd/
I posted it on the Official Panic At the Disco LJ, so I could get some 'publicity' or whatever, and that was a really bad idea... or maybe good. The good part, lots of people joined my community and all, but the bad part... my poor email. I get an email every time someone wants to join my community. So you get where I am going? Every time I check my email, I have like 30 unread messages from LiveJournal about people wanting to join my community. It's hard to keep going. I feel so much pressure, thinking about all the people that are going to see what I do, so I'm like flipping out, checking it every five minutes to make sure nothing is wrong. It took me forever just to do the layout. I spent like a day on that. Ugh. I'm so tired. I think I'm going to puke again.
I want to tell you what the gender of the baby is, so I'm not going to post this entry just yet so I can tell you in this entry.
Time at this very second according to my computer: 3:15 P.M.
Her appointment was at 3 o'clock. Any minute now...
3:32 P.M.
That picture is epic. I just found it on someone's tumblr. What is tumblr anyways? I am going to check that out.
3:40
Awwwwww, man.
It's a boy.
