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Craqued prof.

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b***h, b***h, b***h, b***h, b***h, b***h, b***h.
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there are some nights that the sweet water whispers to you,
asks you for just a simple favor:

'kiss me,' it whispers,
shifting smoothly, soft blue velvet dancing with
moonlit silver tips. tempting you.
'i'm beautiful. i'll make you okay. i'll make
everything
okay. just k i s s me.'

and you walk forward, wading in up to your calves,
dipping your spine and lowering your hands and feeling the cold cold cold -

it's quiet. it's alone.
it's a promise.
you won't have to worry about
anything
anymore.

you're going under, lowering yourself beneath
your lover's surface,
icy liquid ghosting over the sharp angles of your hips
and melting through your lips and down your throat -

and you can imagine it, almost taste it,
the way your lungs are
bursting
like red ribbon balloons,
like inky clouds blooming beside your heart,
like milky-white explosions in your chest.

it's right, it's ******** right, it's all gonna be
okay
now, isn't it
gonna be okay
now?

...no no no no no no NO-!

'i won't,' you sob, breaking through the surface,
your ribcage tight and
lungs heavy.
'i won't kiss you. i can't kiss you.'

the water stirs beneath you, icy fingers
gripping your thighs.
'it's too late,' the water murmurs.
'you'll come back for me
sometime soon.' [/size]
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Everyone has a right to pursue a happy life.
The difficult part is to be given that right.

Everyone has a right to pursue a happy life.
The difficult part is to fulfill that right.

I too have a right to pursue a happy life.
The difficult part is to work out a compromise for that right.

That's because
I'm gonna become much much more happy from now on.

I'm not gonna compromise with just this.
We are gonna take back all of our happiness that we lost.

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