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my aunt and my cousins came by at around 6 and didn't leave until a little after 8. usually, most of the time i'm excited to see them but now..i just felt dreadful. as in i just wanted to be alone, cause i had been dreading about school and money. but now..my aunt..for a good half hour went on about putting together the financial plan for her daughter's education. right then on..i knew i was just screwed. my mom kept hinting at me, and my aunt did mention having some students do a homestay while attending school. which i started hinting at my mom. and my aunt's visit and my cousins visit lasted almost two hours. long time.

aside of my aunt's lovely visit i went to the dmv to get my license renewed. my mom accompanied me because it was on the way to a local dim sum place. we waited for about an hour..luckily i had my ipod and i started thinking about some of dane cook's jokes, bout the dmv. i went got it renewed and i even got a new picture. cause my last picture was...old. i mean it was from when i was about 16. i'm 19 now. that's a big diff.

oh and back to a conversation with my aunt, my mom, and myself. my aunt mentioned to us that she hasn't heard or seen my parents or myself in so long. she wondered what had happened to us. one word: drama. i think i mentioned in some previous entry that my family and i weren't having good relations. and at this point it's so bad i haven't seen my relatives, that i used to be so close with ,in over a year. my relatives, i used to go over to their house every saturday every week. and we used to be so close. but now..it feels like it's war. that if we make contact with one another we have to tell our parents. well..yea..drama-y. but after dealing with my aunt telling us that i have to consider getting grants and not relying on my aunt so much is 1) giving me a major guilt trip and 2) making me consider some things. after which i was pretty bummed out. but after eating, going on soompi, and watching ohno and nino dressed up as hard gay and doing hard gay's pose made me smile. so..the internet does help. night.

later<3

krissy<3