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most terrible thing happened i realized ive been being abused by my friend im her back up friend she only talks to me when she cant get anyone else its true vbut sad she has a controlling spirit shes obsesive she doesnt like me talking to other ppl because she tied me up its like 4 instance its feels like she asked me to stay at the bus stop she goes into a bar and doesnt come out leaves with a man knowing no buses are comin 4 me until 9;30am when its 3;45 in the morning knowing i need a ride home cause im in downtown and i live at 56 street then i start walking home then the next day calls and says im sry and im like its okay and she does it every weekend and then i try to confront her about how she has been abusing me and how i feel about her just leaving me 4 guys and ppl who arent worth it juz who my dad did to me he left me 4 other women knowing i need fatherly love