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So Hard 2 Take :
I tried so hard to get you out of my mind


I tried so hard until it was all over and done
my feelings were long gone, no longer hurt in my stomach
at first it was love kid than turn it in constant arguments
i tried my hardest to stop it, this b***h that started it
taking advantage of my fragile heart its all ripped apart
this thing that burn atraction i should have known from the start
over powered by same lit eyes, my mind pasts for minutes
picturing love there wasn't nothing that could block the image
my thoughts depended on the actions the ways or love
by the concept lust have create enough
embrace their trust may no fuss but dream had to be
day by day i noticed the pain increased ?
in the dying sense i tried to forget it and let it past
but by doing this i forced a relationship that would never last
every path was baricaded all trust was gone
playing stupid as if I never knew what went wrong.....

i questioned my love for you
why are you're leaving me?
i know i can't handle this pain
why am i crying for you?
turn around and come back home
i'm just so tired of being alone......


i hate her how many times haven't i said it
i hate the fact that she hates me and i shall never forget it
never have i ever ******** with her feelings let her regret it
all of months lost in the tears that my letters presented
i still miss her, catch myself slitting my wrists with the glass
I seperated from the glass picture reflict
to get over this one, wondering what i've done to take this
holding my pillow every night wishing that she'll replace it.
but ******** it its all over and done feelings are gone
and i'm starting to get tired of love kiling my heart
i love you..... should i even say or remember these words?
never destroyed anything having to do with our past you ruined the last
you were hiding the truth

we had our times until today...
my life is sad being in dismay






User Comments: [1]
gazette fan14
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Fri Jul 10, 2009 @ 11:36pm


thats kinda like me and my ex right now


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