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Hi, I am bored. It's like 2 in the morning. Mindy is sleeping on my bed again, watching me type like a creeper. (Mindy is my cat, LOL) Anyways, Summer School is both bad and good. I love my Children's literature class but hate my speech class. At least I will get it done and over with. The finanical aid people at MSU are being jerks. It's really confusing. But I found out I don't move in until August 17th which means I have five weeks left of summer and that is still a lot. Hopefully my loans will go through, I can only hope. It is so hot in my house right now. My sister Alexis is having a suprise birthday party on Friday at Incredible Pizza, that should be fun. She is turning 18 which is funny because I had a suprise 18th birthday too. Sorry about the spelling mistakes, it's late and I don't feel like fixing them. In other news...I realized today that all I know that I'm doing right now is becoming a teacher. If a boy comes, so be it but I'm not going to plan on it. I'm really fat and so I am going on a diet, have been for about three days, it is really hard. I also am walking everyday to get myself moving. Once walking becomes easy then I will try jogging. It is so hard though. I hate it so much. My friends say I am not fat but I am. I just want to get to a healthy weight and then I will be happy. I haven't done any summer stuff at all this summer. I haven't been camping, swimming, partying, late night fun, or ANYTHING. It's been really lame. I wish that I knew someone who liked nature as much as I do. I love being outside but all my friends want to do inside stuff. I'm like "hey, lets NOT do inside stuff, that's boring." But they don't care. Because they are lame, LOL. Just kidding. The only person that likes to go outside and do outside stuff with me ended up being a douche. And we're done talking about that person. It is SO HOT in my room! GAH!! I am getting a 99% in Children's Literature right now...YAY. But speech class is not so good. I forgot about a journal that was due Wednesday which sucks. But hopefully it will not hurt me that much. I had lunch with one of my friends from college on Thursday. It was really awkward becasue this summer I've been kind of figuring out my stance on God and she's like really into the personal relationship thing with God and I'm not really all about that and she was all like "God tells me what to do!" and I was like "...That's cool" but I'm learning this summer to be more tolerant of people so I didn't like belittle her or anything. So I had strawberry vodka and not one of my friends called me tonight so I was thinking about drinking by myself and then I was like "I'm not stooping to that level." So I just watched a movie instead. Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame. Anyways, I'm done writing this. Good job if you made it through, leave a comment.

Byebye.