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(Further whinings...)

Whine, whine, whine...seems like all I do is whine. I figure I whined for very little in the last 20 years so I'll make up for it now. WHINE! Do any of you even care what goes on with me? A little too busy with you're own crap, I bet. Yeah I had that too. I made sacrifices for all of you. I'm not asking for praise or honor...if I managed to help any one of you then the glory belongs to God for enabling me to do so. I just want some gratitude and maybe attention. Call me? Msg me? Ask me something? Give me some attention...or is it that I do not do that enough for you? Must I always make the first move? Must I always talk? What if I want to listen? Hey ladies...maybe I'M the one that just wants to be held? Yes...I'm a man with feelings and I'm not homosexual. In my city that's a rare thing...

So...first day of winter and it's friggin 80 degrees. It was colder in the fall. The season is still doing bad things to my skin. I have friggin acne like I'm still in jr. high...gah.

nothing else has changed. I will make it through it all because I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. So can you....