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speechless. for once i'm speechless. i've been working since 7/16. so thursday, friday, saturday, sunday, and monday. tuesday and wednesday i had the days off. today i had work. it was just a rough day at work, i go home check my e-mail only to find out my uni had a fee increase on the tuition..again. i'm really considering transferring out. right after i talked to my parents about the fee and tuition increase, i went to my room; right when i closed the door: tears started falling from my eyes. i was just depressed. i had a bad day and i was only hoping for something to life my spirits up. aparently school wasn't it.

for those who watch or know of dane cook will know that one joke about how "you just need to cry, a good long cry.". that happened to me a couple hours ago. i just felt like, for some reason i failed. i wasn't sure what it was but i just felt like i had failed at something or failed someone. i just kept thinking maybe, just maybe if i went home i could just forget about my problems. the drive home was wonderful. but as of right now..i'm not really looking forward to anything. i actually miss my schedule of doing absolutely nothing for summer. but now. i dunno. i keep telling my self i'm going to get paid soon! but eventually after working a few hours i can't help but think...i don't belong in this type of store. i belong at a store that has no relation to where i am working now. ha..there have been so many times i wanted to just have a good cry. in only the past week. but now that school is coming back sooner..i'm starting to really reconsider some things. just...work and the pressures of dealing with my enrollment in school. i think i might visit my university on my day off. there are some things i want to clear up regarding not only whether or not i'm a full time or part time but also..wtf happened to my other 3 units! 3 units matters. that's like another class....i may sound jumpy in terms of emotions. but aside from that. i'm..actually much more relaxed now that i let all that out. i'm kinda hungry. sigh. i should make my bento for tomorrow. nothing like eating lunch from a hello kitty lunch box container. wish me luck for the rest of my work.

later<3

krissy<3