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La Livre de La Soleil
Well, this journal is just going to contain whatever my little heart wants it to, so, yeah.
The Conversation.
You ask me, "How are you today?"
I say, "Quite fine."
You ask, "Well, what have you been doing all day?"
I say, "Cutting myself."
You say, "What?! I thought you said you were fine?!"
I smile and say, "Yes, I am quite fine."
You ask, "Well how? How is that that?!"
I say, "Because I bled all the bad things away."

You say, "I still don't understand, how is it that you're okay with this?"
I say, "Of course you don't. And you won't. Unless-"
You say, "Unless what?!"
I smile, and then say, "Unless you do as I do."
You say, "You're talking crazy, c'mon, let's go get you some help."
I say, "No, I'm talking more clearer than I ever have, and, I've already gotten the help I needed...."
You say, "That's bullshit and you know it! Come on, we're going to get you help."
I say, "Go ahead, let them take me away and make me worse, just, go ahead."
You pause in thought, and then ask, "Well, what the hell else am I suppose to do? Let you go on like this?"
I nod, and then say, "Give me no more reasons to live, and I will stop doing this, other wise, I'll just keep on, until tht happens."
You say, "I still don't uunderstand..." Now, tears begin to form in your eyes.
I look at you unmoved and say coldly, "I didn't expect you to..."

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    Lafleur Soleil
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    Sat Aug 01, 2009 @ 11:41am


    i should probably get on finishing this...


    gold.


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