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Why do I always think of him? He never treats me the way I want to be treated, he's mean to me and ignores me; but yet i cannot get him out of my mind. What is so appealing to me to want to keep liking him? Looks? The way he talks? His attitude? His eyes? I still have no clue, but whatever it is, I can't break free. Part of me wants to move on, but the other part cannot resist him.