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Just Duckie
Okay well I feel like venting at 3:05am. I have this like gross feeling in the pit of my stomach. Like I have to throw up but I have nothing to throw up. In a year I might lose my best friend. Why? Because Im broke. Im beyond broke. Im so broke I dont even want to go back to school ever. Not high school but like college or university. I just want to get a job and work till I cant feel anything anymore. I mean I might as well be dead because I have nothing else to do. Im babysiting here and there and its hardly worth thinking about it because well it just doesn't pay. I mean I babysat yesterday from 8 to around 3:30 and got paid 30 bucks when I started because she was suppose to be home at 2. So the little girl got hungry and well there was nothing to eat in the house so we walked down to the store at the end of the street and I bought us snacks (I got snacky too) which was like 15 bucks there. I started the night out with 15 (from my mom) then 30 from the mom who I was babysitting for, bringing me up to 45 (WOOT) and then after the snacks (which were like 20 bucks >< FML eh?) so that brought me down to a grand total of 25 dollars! WOOT! Today searching my house I found 9 dollars in change. Sweet! Bring me back up to 34 dollars! Awesome too bad I need 366 more to get this chick off my back. Since I havent been working (yay for unemployment >< Not really thats a sarcastic remark!) I couldnt pay my cell bill which is now 1475 (or something like that) dollars. Awesome eh? This creditor chick from Vancouver has been calling me EVERYDAY for the last three days...Its starting to ******** annoy me. I answer the phone and shes like "Im calling for Alexandra" (THAT IS NOT MY ******** NAME. HELLO! There is another E!) and I answer "Speaking" then she proceeds to say "Im calling on behalf" I interupt "Yeah I know I talked to you yesterday and the day before that." and she proceeds to give me all this crap about my credit. Im sure waiting like three months for 600 and some dollars is not going to kill you. Get off my back already. So anyway I cant ask mom for help because well divorces are fun! (no marriage for me without a pre-nupual agreement!) and the lawyer froze all assest or something like that. I know I have a bond that is now worth like 600 bucks woot for bonds....Too bad the orginal is lost....Yays! And the forms to replace the lost bond mysteriously vanished on me so we have to call and ask for them to mail another set which will take forever. Then get them signed and mail them back. Then its 6-8 weeks for the bond to show up. I told the creidtor chick that and shes like thatll ruin your credit and whatever. Its not going to kill them to wait but whatever. So she tells me yesterday that I need to come up with 400 dollars by FRIDAY. Last time I checked I couldnt lay eggs made out of gold (That would be awesome if I could) or puke up 20's because if I could do that I would have done that along time ago!
Anyway. Now Im just waiting to see what else the world can throw at me! Im just lucky my mom didnt kill me. She didnt really have much to say about anything though.
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