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my life just keeps getting worse
well ill type it out then decide if i want to submit...so if your reading this then obviously i submitted it
hes gone...and i dont know if he is coming back
i suppose i should be happy but im not i cant stop crying i mean yes i hated him and i did want him to leave but in a strange way i didnt wannt him to go cause i knew that if he left there was no way we are going to be able to move.
it all started cause he was trying to sleep...which is alright cause he does interstate truck driving and my ittle brother started screaming and having a hissy fit cause mum wouldnt let him have hot chips for lunch i kept telling him to shutup cause i knew that if luke woke him up he would not be happy...but he wouldnt stop and he woke him up...he went phsyco at all of us even though it want only luke that woke him up...he tried to choke me..i hope it doesnt bruise....and then he left...he got me cutting again too which is something that i had under control and they were healing nicly now there are eight new cuts.
i dont know what to do...my life is soo messed up..i feel as though i am just watching it and i have no control over it