I had a rough night since everything that had happened yesterday really hit me hard. It sucks always losing friends, you know? And it just seems so unreal. Because before at least, there was always a small chance things could be worked out. But after finding out that this so-called friend shared something with someone that she was never supposed to tell... it's really hard. I never would have expected that and I mean it's not my secret so I shouldn't feel it so personally, but I do. It sucks when you find out you don't really know people, it truly does.
Today I'm trying to just not think about it. Move on, make new friends, do whatever necessary. I have to realize that since clearly, we meant nothing to that person, she in turn has to mean nothing to us for us to get over this and feel better about it.
Easier said than done, right?
 synchronicityy · Fri Aug 07, 2009 @ 04:56pm · 0 Comments |
