I don't know what's going on any more. I feel like I'm losing my friends, like they'd prefer not to be around me these days. That feeling I wrote about earlier has gotten worse.. It feels like I'm on a tightrope, like one wrong move and I'd be screwed. It feels like I'm going to lose the ones I keep closest, and once that happens I'm vulnerable. I feel like breaking down in tear all the time, but I can't. My family would start worrying and eventually, that would lead to psychiatrists. I don't think I'm ready for everything that's happening to me. Or, what might happen anyway.
Hey Pookie! I know we haven't spoken in a while i'll explain another time. I'm so sorry if it seems like i'm mad at you because i'm not. I know how you feel my parents are starting to get suspicious because i've been depressed a little in the past few days. If they find out what i've done then they WILL take me to a psychiatrist. No doubt about it but I hope you feel better soon ok? Love you Pookie xxxx <3
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Im_Not_Dead_xxx · Community Member · Mon Aug 10, 2009 @ 02:05pm