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I'm a freak.
I've never disliked myself so much before.. It's all so confusing.
I've started cutting again, I haven't eaten at all today..
Trust me, I'm not trying to starve myself.
But for some reason I just can't eat. Everytime I do something puts me off.
I've just been thinking a lot I guess..
We all have split personalities I've decided.
Like, when you get really pissed off at someone, you'll say something you know will really hurt them.
We all have that.
But, instead of anger, I have this with depression.
I was in my room almost all day.
I cried for a few hours..
Reality has come crashing down on me.
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