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Well, for all of you that have read my profile it used to say that I lived in California. Now it says Colorado. Why you ask? No I am not trying to lie about where I live or where I was living before. I MOVED. I moved from Orange County (The OC) to a sucky town in Colorado called Sterling. I moved to get away from some really bad situations that I had gotten myself into that aren't anything close to PG. So, if you really want to know about what exactly I got myself into just PM me.

Anyways, despite the HUGE culture shock of moving from the BIG city to a small town, I am living a relatively happy life. I live with the most amazing guy that a girl could ever meet (Girls, I got to him first lol). The only bad this is, I almost cause the relationship to end last night by making a stupid mistake that should have never popped into my head to begin with. I felt so bad, knowing that what I did broke his heart and I'm really sorry for doing it.....NOT for getting caught. He means the world to me and I cant imagine ever living without him...not anymore. He has become the reason I wake up in the morning, seeing his face next to mine the second I open my eyes.

In the mist of pain and darkness,
A soft ray of light appeared.
Warm and bright,
I went toward it.
I got closer,
The feeling of safety got nearer.
Love has consumed my heart,
I shall keep going towards it and never look back.