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Is this real? Or am I in a dream? I thought I couldn't ever be happy. I thought that really so when time moved, I stood silent paused in time. I chose not to love again cause my heart turned black. But when you came little by little my heart became purified. I didn't notice it. I didn't know what was the sharp pain in my heart was. I wasn't aware of it. Friends were always around me. I stepped up one by one. This feeling was somehow love. I felt warmth inside my body. I was actually happy for the first time. I wanted him so bad that my heart soon started to throb. Is this true? It's too good to be but I guess it's just reality. The world turned from black & white to a colorful view.