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I Am 20 years old .I live with my grand mother i call her mom . she adopted me when i was 6 weeks old. Knowone in my family ever tells me any thing.My cousin stepine use to be my best friend now it feels like shes on a raft she keeps geting farther away from me. It seems like every one for gets momma and me. My family is screwed up i have fetal alchole sysdrom.


My family feels like i am being left alone. like i am that little kid stuck in a tree knowone seems to care.
I sometime think i should slip away from them just let go of this life i get so down then people kick me when i am down. Stepine did that thing some kids do saying i am retarded ..EVery one moves forward i am still standing still.