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how troublesome. i have to meet with my scheduler and manager at work because of a slip in my schedule that i didn't notice until yesterday. how..troublesome. i don't mind closing tomorrow, what i don't mind is having to deal with my manager or scheduler because of a slip up in my schedule. but aside from that, school will be starting very very soon and i'm actually really excited! why? cause i won't be at work. i mentioned in most of my recent entries that i am a temp meaning i am only working for a certain period of time. i will also be working while going to school. but only until 10/13. which is a lot closer than it seems. there are only 10 more days until the month is over. after that one month and 13 days, i keep forgetting that there are even days off i have to consider. i always feel a variety of emotions when ever it comes to work; happiness, frustration, anger, depression, relief. right now, i'm feeling..lost, somewhat. well..more frustrated than lost, i guess. it's like i have a feeling of, escaping. running back to a community i am more comfortable in. meaning? school. here is the thing..it is going to be difficult to try and juggle 6 classes and work...it's going to be chaos. just chaos.

well putting the personal serious topics aside, another topic to focus on is the tvxq vs sme lawsuit. the court hearing occurred today. i can imagine a lot of fans, including myself are curious as to tvxq's futures and what will become of the lawsuit. but words of disbanding are out of the question from both sme and tvxq, which is a sigh of relief for a lot of fans.

but another thing that is really surprising me is that i've gotten really moody recently. i don't know why, i just am. i talk to my friends about the stress i get from work. mystic_night_3 tells me to relax and wishes me the best of luck with work. kage tenshi tells me to see it through the end and that it won't be much longer. another friend told me to just deal with it and that it'll get better. my parents keep telling me to tough it out and stay with the work until october. i still feel uneasy at work at times. there have been times where i wanted to quit and cry but after that my days looked better. so i guess its an example of balance. i have a couple of bad days, the following days after feels just wonderful. well..it's 2:48 am and frankly..i'm exhausted. but bored..i have nothing better to do. night.

later<3

krissy<3