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It's starting to get really lonely in RO..

I don't have many friends ingame. The two I do are Jimbo and Paddy. They go online regularly and all, it's just that I feel like I want to get chummy with people. D:

It's hard for me to get friends and keep them unless they are in my guild, where I can keep track of them.. But I can never join any guilds because Paddy, Jim and I have a guild. We keep telling ourselves that we are going to recruit when we finally decide on a main character that we are comfortable with and get to a higher level on them, but that doesn't ever seem to happen. We did have a guild on the side, Chaos Marauders, and we recruited people into that guild and everything was going okay and stuff, but now that our mains are in Play Elf that other guild has died. All the people in it either moved to a new character or just left the guild.

I started thinking about our guild situation today whenever I was desperately wanting to chat with someone. I mean--I talk with Paddy and Jimbo all the time, but you know. I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT THEM. XD I've known them their entire frickin' lives. I don't know. D: I just want a nice social setting I guess. I want to socialize, oh my God. *presses hand to forehead* Oh that's right--I am sick. That may be besides the point. Or behind it. ...or under it. ********.

I think I just want some more friends. I want to log on and people be like "Oh hay Fae!! biggrin ". Right now when I log on the only greating I get is my level percentage which is like "b***h look how low I am. 14%, what the ******** is that?? GO GET ANOTHER LEVEL!! >:[" I want some competition. I can't compete against Jim and Padfoot ;_; Because they only like to level in our little... leveling group thing. They don't enjoy soloing like I do. I swear, I have some sort of bloodlust. >_>;;

*wail~* I don't know what to do! --omgomgomg look, Padfoot logged on =D