The little red light clicks on. You smile fakely. I sigh as the white light blinds you. Why can't you just be happy?
I dance a little, make a few stupid faces, pointless. Appearantly I can't... Just one real smile?
I know how to make you happy. I guess that it's the only way. Camera dropped, I walk over slow. Kiss you lightly.
Finally you smile. So cute when it's so real. But is it? Is this all I'm good for?
Is this the way you "love" me? Is this why I'm so important? Why do I love you so much? When trust is nonexsistant?
Why do I stand for this? Why can't I wake up? Is this what love is? Is this why I'm never "Happy"?
The Conquering Worm · Mon Jan 02, 2006 @ 07:08am · 2 Comments |