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Stephii's Thoughts
Suicide is so close to me
Suicide is just calling for me
Suicide is waiting for me
Suicide is my new best friend.

Suicide is reaching for me
Suicide is holding me
Suicide is calming me
Suicide is whispering to me

Suicide is smiling at me
Suicide is the light in my life
Suicide is closing in on me
Suicide has won.




Suicide
It's all i think about
Suicide
Can't get it out
Suicide
So hard to resist
Suicide
resist the urge to slit my wrist
Suicide
wishing i had a gun
Suicide
all i have is a small razor
Suicide
so i drag the blade across my legs and arms
Suicide
wishing to do myself much more harm
Suicide
and i wake soaked in blood
Suicide
cuts all over my body
Suicide
and im still somehow alive
Suicide
deep and long so much blood lost
Suicide
how am i still here?
Suicide
I really need a gun
Suicide
one day... one day
Suicide
Suicide
No one understands
Suicide
No one cares
Suicide
Just end it tonight
Suicide
So no more pain can come your way
Suicide
make the world happy
Suicide
you know you want to
Suicide
You know its the only way out
Suicide
You know it will make everyone happy
Suicide
Its the only way you'll ever be happy
Suicide
so pull the trigger and end your life
Suicide





 
 
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