I think I found him. The one. I never thought it possible for me. Ever. At least, not now, that is. Seeing that I'm still ******** up in the head and unstable and all that. But... he's so... I dunno. I can't explain it. Perfect. Minus the teeny little situation we're in, but that'll be over soon... I hope... And... it's kinda weird, good weird, how quickly we clicked. I mean, we had like JUST met. I spend all day with him in Chicago for our Vector conference, fall asleep on him on the bus on the way back to Eau Claire, then hung out for a bit after we got back to Duluth (at like 4am) and then we've been texting NON STOP this whole time I've been gone. It royally sucks that I only got one night with him and then I leave for two weeks... and then he leaves for another two weeks for his basic training. NOT FAIR! : razz outs:: But we've made it offical. August 1st, 2009. I was sitting in Downtown Disney in California, just got done shopping (and meeting a girl dressed as Alice, OMG she was so cute) and just sitting outside on a ledge next to a lil fountain... and I fell. For him. The only way that moment could have been more perfect is if he was actually there with me. I miss him so much. And I wanna go home just to see him quickly before he leaves. But we won't be home til Sunday. He leaves Saturday sad
I love you Anthony Jirava <3 You're the Tigger to my Pooh
Freyabelle5 · Sat Sep 19, 2009 @ 12:57am · 0 Comments |