~The Coming and Going of Warmth~
When you think of it , life is like a shower, when you get into it ,it is the happiest time of your life .You are warm,loved,happy, what more could you want?You think it will never end and that you will be warm forever.Then your warmth starts to get cold a little bit, then more, and then it is freezing you to the bone.You have no idea where you are.You must be at a different type of warmth, you do not recognize this shower.You feel like a new person, you slowly forget the shower you were originally brought up in.You are forced to forget.This new shower is not totally warm,it is cold, then warm, then colder , then warmer and you are totally confused.You start to get back to the old warmth.You try and try but you fail misserably.Until one day you are granted permission to see the old shower.You are happy but you but you cover it up with mixed emotions, when really deep down you are screaming in joy.So you meet the old shower and you try to jump back in.....once again you fail.You do not know the meaning of this.Wht can't you join the other people within that warm shower?Then a member of the new shower tells you that one of the members of your shower have put on a towel, dried up and left this giant bathroom.You once again hide you pain with a couple of tears when deep depp DEEP down you feel like killing yourself.You are confused,what has happened? Where has the provider of the warm shower left to.....maybe to a new part of the house?Well what ever happened will happen to you, you think to yourself.So yuo are left there at a new shower with your original provider gone,what are you to do but keep holding on.Then you start to get visits to your old shower you are very suprised......with the provider gone they are even stronger.The very thing that has affected them so much has brought them closer in a way.So visiting and visting gets you a foot of the way.Then you put another foot in thenyour body and then your whole head has been brought back to the warm shower that where you belong.As you stay there....your shower is left by some and introduced by others.One who was introduced inparticular is a person who plays a very big part in the future success of this shower.She has came to you as a new provider but does not try to replace the original one, that can never never happen and everyone accepts that.She is a little cold and a little warm.She is what makes you get up in the morning.She is a saviour.Sometimes she is very scary when she starts to get dry.....and sometimes she is the happiest thing alive.When these things happen the thing to do is to remember what she has done for you, why she has done it, and pray for her every single day of your metaphorical life.So sometimes when life is like a shower,it can be hot,it can be cold,it can turn people dry,and sometimes it can make people dry themselves off.
stare
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