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I miss HIM. But I'm not ever going to go back to him. I'm tired of the whole break-up-go-back-out-a-week/month-later thing. But I can't stop thinking about him. Then I invited Dusty to come hang out with me n my group on Halloween. Oh my cow pig duck, if T.D. does not come, I will die. Because Dusty wants to kiss me and everything. And if T.D. doesn't come. I know something is bound to happen that I don't want to happen. But then I do cause I kinda wanna kiss Dusty too. But I think I would rather be kissed by T.D. cause I l-o-v-e him n all. I sometimes daydream about us kissing...[you did not just read that]
But yeah.
I kind miss Dusty too.
I bet I'll see all three of them on Halloween. Cause HIM will probably be with Drew n I invited Dusty and me n T.D. are hanging out fo sho <33
He's grounded though :/ But my phone doesnt work anyway. But we can't text T.T
I'm so not making this easy on myself. Will I ever stop talking to Dusty? Doubt it. I thought I would....didn't really work...about 2 n a half weeks ago i sent him a message. Gir me.