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TAKE NOTE: that this was typed out last year. XD

Me:: Hi! I'm a 9th grader (freshman), accident-prone, a bit of a nerd, a great & trusting friend, and completely stressed out right now. I've always experienced drama in my life, either fun drama, or stupid "sad/bad" drama.

Mergary:: A really good friend. Known since 9th grade.
She is insanely nice, and great at the guitar! Her guitar is always with her during school, and with an occasional drop of the guitar here and there. xD Whenever I'm sad, she tries to cheer me up, and especially through the drama I'm experiencing now. She's freakin' awesome!

Erik:: A good friend. Known since 7th grade.
Erik is a bit...strange. xD During the summer after 7th grade, about 30 of us went on a trip to the East Coast, and it was so wonderful! Since some events, my other guy friend, Flippy, spread rumors about me and Erik that we were dating. As a result, Flippy has many, many bruises on his leg....xD
Anyways, during the junior high years....I'm not even sure now...Now in 9th grade, Erik grew out his hair (not really my taste...), and had more anger issues. He's not the person like in junior high, but I still hang out with him, him being in 2 of my classes.

Shanay:: A nice friend. Known since 9th grade.
She's in 2 of my classes, asian like me, and usually calm. She and Erik are in this huge fight about something I'll talk about later.

Justin:: An...."acquaintance"...Known since 7th grade.
Justin is a total nerd. Seriously, in 7th grade, he used to BUY extra credit opportunities. ><" In 7th grade, me and Diana were the closest of friends. We always showed up Justin, and were, I guess, rivals. He obviously liked her. In 8th grade, when Diana moved, I "replaced" Diana's spot as a rival for Justin. And what do you know....he liked me next. xP (has thing for asian girls I guess..). He then spread rumors around school that we were dating, so I stopped talking to him. And then I found out he bought me this $11,ooo ring. From then since now, we haven't spoken to each other at all, even though we have like 3 classes together.
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Just currently, my friends Erik and Shanay and 3 other people were in this Spanish group for a video project. After working on it for a while, Shanay gave Erik 2 SIM cards so that he could save it on his laptop. Apparently, "he demanded" that he would do that since supposedly, no one else volunteered. The following day, Friday, Erik had PE for 0 period. He had left his clothes and the rest of his stuff in the locker and locked it. What no one told him was that the locker was broken. During that period, someone had stolen his wallet, with the 2 SIM cards, his mom's flash drive, and all his ID cards. He literally went to every single trashcan he could find, and stuck his hands in them to look for his wallet. So he had Shanay for Spanish for 1st period that day, but he didn't tell her. Then for 6th period, geometry, which I had them both in, he told her, and Shanay was pretty pissed off. They were fighting from the end of class all the way to the front of the school.
After school, I left Erik while he was reporting a claim for the wallet. Later in the evening, he told me on yahoo that Justin had found his wallet in the locker room, on a urinal. x/

The ID cards were in there, but the flash drive and the 2 SIM cards were gone. On Monday, Shanay told me during Biology that she didn't believe what Erik said, it wasn't really believable. And his laptop crashed on the same day too. She thinks that it's all a little bit too coincidental. I was trying to stay neutral, and during class, I wrote a letter for Shanay to read, explaining everything Erik told me. Then, she explained her side of the story. I had told her that every party involved had a fault in it.
She was like "no, that's a lie" and "he didn't do that". And then she told me that I shouldn't be able to tell her these things, and Erik should himself.
But I was like "What?? You guys are too stubborn to handle it yourselves. Ignoring each other, and then biting each other's head off doesn't help anything...."

During lunch, Erik came to me and asked me what did Shanay talk to me about. I was like "nothing...." and he kept badgering me, so I showed him the letter. But then, he wouldn't give it back. He made some "comments" on there. And after 5th period, he said that he agrees with Shanay that I should "butt out, and stay out of the problem". And I was like... o.o"... Then, I said, "whatever, sure"...So I sped-walk all the way to Geometry, and sat down. My eyes were tearing up, not because I was sad, I was so freakin' mad!

After class, I walked super fast out, and I asked Mergary, who knows everything, to try and block Erik from catching up. But he was too fast. And the other students walked soooo slow! I barely walked like 30 meters, when he caught up to me. He was like "Are you alright? Why did you ditch me?"
I was like "Oh, I'm fine. I just...had to ask Krystal about....the French homework." He seemed satisfied, but wouldn't let in. He said that I could stay the "moderator" if I wanted to. I just said "whatever, it's fine" He said "No, it's not. You ditched me!"
I just blew it off. >> He had said that if I stayed in this problem, our friendship would be messed up.
But it's too late....it already is...I've been trying to avoid as much as possible, and just put a big smile on my face.
I'm a good actress, so it usually isn't hard.

I was in Conflict Resolution in 7th grade, so I know how to handle these things. These 2 were so stubborn that nothing could get through. They only hear the name-calling. This was supposedly going out to court too.

I mean, I understand both sides' losses. Shanay lost her SIM cards which had memories on there, and Erik lost the flash drive which had every single information about him on there as well. They just wouldn't listen....Shanay got super pissed when she saw that Erik had the letter. She said that it was "confidential". Well, if she would have the guts to talk to him, I wouldn't have to do that!

So, I talked to my dad about this, and he agrees with my opinions. However, he added that they should accept my help. If they still want me as a friend, they would let me help them as friends. My dad said that if they don't want me to interfere, I should stop hanging out with them. And if I still do...bad things will happen. >>"

So, as I said, I'm in this....too deep....too late~
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Alright, things seemed to simmer down a bit, no more anger issues, although, I have no idea where things are at. They didn't get better, but they didn't get worse either, so I have no clue. >_<
I'm still talking to both people, but things with Erik are kinda rocky....
I'm getting signs now, that he's jealous of another guy I walk to class with, Kyle, and sometimes talk to. Erik hates Kyle, and vice versa. xD
He thinks we're "madly" in love with each other.... Sheesh, he even said that he has "stalker status". He rolls his eyes every time I talk to Kyle.
So I'm thinking of making him as mad as possible. Talking to Kyle as much as I can to bother Erik. xD