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sparkygo123 is me bleeding roses
im going to add all my journal stuff from my hacked user onto here
Random update.
So yea... Random update of my life... Well a few days ago I tried to strangle myself... After seeing my brother whom is a lot older than me cry (I've NEVER seen him cry before) I will never do it again... Seeing him so... Broken tore me apart... Even though I'm a year and a half behind in my school work I'm almost finished with all my classes.... Only one person reviewed my preview for the first chapter of my book RIse of the Flame so I can't put the whole chapter up... My cell phone was taken because my mom found me using IM on it, talking to people from Gaia... And now I'm stuck with my grandma's old phone which haves no texting, IM, or internet... My DS was taken away with all the games.. But I hide my Gamboy Advanced SP so I'm playing games on that... Atleast I can still play my Xbox 360. I've been playing Fable 2, the first one had better controls... So yea.. Life is ok I guess...






User Comments: [4]
O R G A 5 M
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Thu Nov 12, 2009 @ 03:45pm


Awh... Well can you at least add me on Xbox Live? (Do you have Xbox Live?)
-Snuggles- Hopefully it gets better for you.


Johnny Graves
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Thu Nov 12, 2009 @ 05:20pm


No suicide, more Games ^^


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Ya Boi Roxas
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Thu Nov 12, 2009 @ 05:39pm


No matter how strict your mother is, you have to try and be stronger than that and prove to her that nothing can bring you down. As for strangling yourself because you've seen your brother cry, I will relate but not fully; 6 - 7 months ago my grandfather had entered a stage of depression where all he wanted was to die.

He wanted all of his money given to my grandmother so the house would be paid off so she wouldn't have to worry, sad part is in Nevada my grandma is pretty much lonely if he would pass away. With that said, I've witnessed him attempt to overdose on his medicine and even the biggest thing I've least expect to see in my life; him crying. That broke me considering he never cried, he was a serious man who could be happy or angry; you wouldn't know. Anyways, he's doing fine now even after that depression/thought of suicide.

But please, just try and focus on what needs to be done so down the road it doesn't come back to bite you.

With much love and care,
Seidaki Sama


hana kaname
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Thu Nov 12, 2009 @ 06:55pm


I didn't try to kill myself because I saw my brother cry. I meant I won't try to take my life again after seeing him cry.


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