As a handfull of you know, I had my parent-teacher-student conference today. gonk It wasn't that bad. But if I don't get myself together and do my homework I'll have to move rocks up the hill in my backyard.
I'm completely serious on that. All last summer my brother had to move the rocks down the hill because he kept lieing to my parents.
But anyways, both my parents and my teacher agreed; I keep to myself too much. And I agreed, too. Ever since I was a little girl I hardly said anything to anyone. Even to my best friend. This is still true today. o.O And I suddenly realized that I'm much more social online than in reality. My parents don't have a clue about anything about me. They know some of what I used to like, but nowadays I guess it's much less obvious. Pink ponies and skulls. Gee. Chobits and Geometry. You really can't pin me down. Even the music I listen to can't be categorized. Why, this one song is heavy metal and cool island.
Yes, you read that right.
Well, this just puzzles me. How can I possibly manage to be so quiet in reality and so vocal online? And I do mean quiet. My friends laugh and joke all the time, and I just kinda hover there. Smile slightly if something seems funny. They all hug Adam and I just stand there.
Hey, you know, that really does explain why I get weird looks when I chain people to thier desks. Quiet zoning girl isn't supposed to do things. o.O
Or talk. O.o
Blearg, there's so much more I'd like to say on this topic but I feel a bit like curling up on the couch and sucking up all the whipped cream we own. xd
 Leamony · Wed Nov 24, 2004 @ 05:12am · 2 Comments |
