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so i have been sooo sick due to the pregnancy. They say it should stop soon because im in the third month. lets hope it does otherwise its going to be a long 4 1/2 months. Malcom is so happy and t seems like our crazy life are finally calming down. the ex's we wanted to leave us alone seem to have finally gotten the hint that their not getting us back and that we were never happy before we had each other. Its weird to think of really. there was a point in time in almost all my old relationships where i thought "ok this is as good as it get so i guess im happy and i guess im in love". but now that im with malcom i realize that there was really no such thing as love and happiness before there was us. I never would have thought to think of it actually until the day malcom told me he counted the last two years of his life as just a bad mistake and that he had never been in love before. I was glad to be his first time and him mine. I guess everything before each other was just a flng that we both just count as never actually happening. I think ive rambled enough.

Madly in love with my malcom and our baby.

Love,
Chrystal Herrick