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'Hide and Seek' - Imogen Heap

Where are we?
what the hell is going on?
the dust has only
just begun to fall
Crop circles in the carpet
Sinking feeling

Spin me round again
and rub my eyes
this can't be happening
when busy streets a mess with people
would stop to hold their heads heavy

Hide and seek
Trains and sewing machines
All those years
They were here first

oily marks appear on walls
where pleasure moments hung before
the takeover
the sweeping insensitivity
of this
still life

Hide and seek
trains and sewing machines
Blood and tears
They were here first

mm what d'ya say?
that you only meant well, well of course you did
this it's all for the best, of course it is
that it's just what we need, you decided this?
what did you say?

Ransom notes keep falling out your mouth
Mid sweet talk newspaper word cut outs
Speak no feeling no I don't believe you
you don't care a bit .

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I just spent like 4 hours working on my art culminating task at school. It was fun, but i was little edgy cause Ketcheson's been ticking me off again. He tells me today that I can't do the big mural thing that I wanted, the one mon and nahmi are doing, even though i was planning on it all this time and it's due really soon. I can tell it's just because i'm not one of his prodigy children. Thats not even me being whinny or dumb either, you can just tell who he thinks is super talented by the way he favors them. Maybe I wouldn't have minded so much if he hadn't tottally made me think I had a chance in art. He included me in the group of good ppl last year, when he let me do a mural instead of a painting. Now that we have a smaller class i don't count anymore, even though this is the year that counts. Bah! If I have no future in art, why doesn't he just tell me? I hate how he can't just tell me things to my face.

Another thing that sucks is the fact that I'm currently talking to Zach on msn. Zach is cool, the part that sucks is that mon really wantsto break up with him. I tottaly supposrt her a hundred percent, but Zach keeps telling me how much he cares about her and asking me for advice on their second monthaversary and stuff. I feel soooo bad. It's friggen hard. I feel bad for them both.

I also feel all floopy in a way that is not good. In a frig-i-still-like-andrew-but-amtoo-shy-to-do-anything-about-it way.

baaaa