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This Is My Bordness
Ma Poems, and Songs... and junk....
Haha, ******** Love... it's all bullshit, I tell you...
Exorcise the demon,
That is living up inside you.
After all you think you've been through,
Just what have you been through?

Try to get beside yourself,
This tearing at your insides.
If you end up on the wrong side,
Always standing so strong?

Sharpen up your teeth
"Your dreams are more than worth defending"
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go, the less you'll know,
You're born to quit, you've blown it
You need to let go, of letting go
You're full of s**t, you're born to quit

Something supernatural.
It seems it could possess you,
No malevolence about you,
Yeah, that might not be true.

How You cared to demonize,
The ******** up situation,
How you killed off all the angels,
Taking notice of you.

Sharpen up your teeth
"Your dreams are more than worth defending"
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me wrong

The further you go, the less you'll know,
You're born to quit, you've blown it
You need to let go, of letting go
You're full of s**t, you're born to quit

You've blown it
You're born to quit

Sharpen up your teeth
Your dreams are more than worth defending
In a fight that's never ending
Go on, go ahead and prove me right

The further you go, the less you'll know,
You're born to quit, you've blown it
You need to let go, of letting go
You're full of s**t, you're born to quit

You've blown it
You're born to quit
You've blown it
You've blown it, You've ******** blown it

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Alright well, this is gonna be a fun one, mostly with quite a bit of curse words....
I swear to ******** god, every week it's something new with him... Isela pm me later I'll tell you whats up,This time I'll do it by stanza...

1st: the 'demon' is a bit self-explanatory, all of the bullshit he loves to pull is just really aggravating, The part about what he's been through, he doesn't tell me anything really, it does have 2 meanings tho,
1.] I might be able to help with that kind of stuff
2.] When I was beating myself up about how he's not here, and worrying if he was okay, he was up to other things......

2nd: Kinda saying and apology wont fix it better, and I hope he feels awful, because he should, I mean, he's broken my heart multiple times now, and I'm just not gonna put up with it anymore.... The wrong side, if he doesn't fix himself, he will end up on the wrong side, and no one will want to have their heart broken anymore, and I would like to see he's standing strong then? Cause, if he keeps it up, it'll be hard to swallow when your someone that nobody wants >.<

3rd: Sharpen up your teeth is like saying before you even start a relationship, you should prepare for failure, and you should be ready to let go of everything you know, I wasn't and know I'm heart broken. "Your dreams are more than worth defending" someone once said this to me, and I replied, "not in a fight that's never ending," because in reality no one really gets what they want anyway, so why want anything at all? Go on, go ahead an prove me wrong, show me that dreams are worth defending, and that you will try to make it work.

4th: The further you go, the less you'll know: the more you put into a relationship, the less you'll know when to give up on it. You're born to quit, You've blown it, I'm literally hopeless, I know I said the same thing after Jesse, but I swear I'm done now, I'll never let it happen again, if anyone every asks me out, I'll just say no, forever. and He's blown it, he keeps messing everything up, its a continuous cycle.

5th: Something Supernatural = Love, and sometimes, it seems it could possess you. Malevolence means to repeatedly cause pain, and before it seemed he would never do such a thing, yet he did, "yeah, that might not be true"

6th: How he decided to just make me not trust him even more, because our situation was already damaged for the last time he pulled bullshit like this...
The Angels are my best friends, Ari, Rob, Dazzlyn, Isela, Angie, Kev, etc. etc;
and Everyone was just starting to like him again, but he killed off they're trust...

And thts it I think? >.<






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Goth1362
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commentCommented on: Wed Nov 25, 2009 @ 09:39pm
wow that was really good and i think that it was very symbolic and i love the demon part i think it was amazing i love you saverz


commentCommented on: Wed Nov 25, 2009 @ 11:09pm
wow
so fu*king true
bravo savvy
way to go darlen ^-^



1so_so11rry_ari11
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yaoifangurl4eva
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commentCommented on: Thu Nov 26, 2009 @ 12:47am
WOW....
this is amazing....
I love it...

But...*hugs*
im sorry people are so horrible.....I know how you feel....
Thank you for calling me an angel :3
But i dont deserve to be called one....


kill me
commentCommented on: Thu Nov 26, 2009 @ 06:37pm
-huggles- its really true > <


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