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Every time when I walk through those doors to the arena and walk down to the change room it makes me feel as if I'm doing this because I know this is all I've got left, they're all I got left (team) it makes me sad sometimes though. When I look into everyone of my team mates eyes it puts a fire in my heart; makes me realize what I am really here for and why I want it so bad, I always feel bad after I leave the rink. I start to think when we're done with this will we every see each other again? I know in my heart we will always have each other; I can't imagine what life would be without who and what I have I know I'm not as strong as others but I am strong enough to make it through, this life. When I talk to my mates it feels like they get me which they do thats what being a family is like no matter how far or how close you are you will always be there for one another, take care of each other, make them happy, cry with them you know stuff like that. I can never wait for the winter always want it more than other stuff, when I get asked what I want in life I always say I wish winter would go on forever but they just don't get why I'm like that. Tomorrow is just another day and I can't wait till I am back on the ice again and no, I do not play Hockey. I play Ringette and proud of it to.
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