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Stupid-no-Jutsu : The art of being stupid.
Finally released in a totally unabridged format.
This may be considered a good thing to many people, but I think I should stop posting in this "journal" and move whatever I have to say to a private blog, or just stop writing altogether.

The whole idea of writing about my life is redundant. Its just "post this" and "post that" with the occasional person giving me a random comment that has nothing to do with what I said. I feel as if no one really reads, but just clicks on the link then hits the back button. I've asked for people's opinions in the past, and I got nothing. Not even a comment that had nothing to do with what I was asking. Its kinda sad that it happens like that.

Maybe its just the mood that I am in, but honestly a lot of the things that I normally do no longer seem interesting. I've even taken up watching TV again over spending time on the computer.

Now for the emo-climax.

I feel like no one even cares anymore. You all are distant, as I am too. I'll be out of sight, out of mind soon enough. I've already left the lotto, so you'll find me in random threads.

And eventually I'll be gone for good.






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PerfectAsIAm
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 05:34am
By all means, feel free to make your journal private. I've considered making mine private, but no one comments in it anyways, so I don't see the point.

I'd apologize for not reading your journal very often, but it would not truly be a sincere apology. I would certainly like to be in communication with you more, but I almost feel as if I would rather you opt to tell me things directly, or even ask me to read a specific entry in your journal, rather than resorting to reading your journal in order to know how you are doing.


And I agree. I've gotten no comments other than my own in the past couple days. And then I posted a picture I found of an iMac anime girl, and I suddenly get two comments on the picture. One was posted after I'd made another entry, which also has no comments on it.

I haven't decided whether the lack of comments can really be construed as a bad thing, though. Sometimes I think I'd rather not know whether certain people have read my journal. I sometimes write things I want people to know about me, but that I don't want them to know about me either. It's an anxiety issue.


commentCommented on: Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 05:23pm
I quit the lotto too! Possibly for different reasons though



Shadow - Dragon
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ShaIIow
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commentCommented on: Fri Jan 27, 2006 @ 07:35pm
I'm slowly quitting from the lotto mainly because it is no longer a place where the people I knew and liked are posting. I don't like seeing certain people always there, and the mass amount of cutesy stuff really gets on my nerves sometimes. Its just no longer the place I saw it to be about two years ago, before I introduced you to it.


commentCommented on: Tue Jan 31, 2006 @ 01:45am
Are you saying that it's my fault?



Shadow - Dragon
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