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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! sorry im not allowed to scream inside and its snowing ooutside so i cant go out there. im so pissed and extremrly upset and AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all i wanted to do this damn weekend was see my old friends thats all damn it! but it has to freaking snow! so now i cant go any freaking were and idk if i can do anything tommorow and if people are busy. the worse part is my step dad keeps making fun of me for missing my friends and keeps rubbing it in my face that i cant go. I hate him so much right now im not even kidding. ive been crying forever now. i miss my old friends soooo much. does that make me such a bad person! because i wanna see the friends i love and miss and who mean everything to me i deserve to be treated like trash. why? do i really deserve that. everytime i want to see them something always comes up its so damn annoying!