To a friend of mine, she is very sick and very sad. I pray that everything with well be with her. I pray for strength, I pray for courage, and I pray that her mother and grandmother will be brave and strong. There is nothing like seeing someone you care about in pain. She's really nice and kind person. She does tend be a bit direct when it comes to getting even, but she's really just protective and willing to take on any and every challenge that comes her way. She also tries to take on the challenges of others. Heh heh heh, let me tell you that I've been there. I wanted to take away all the pain of everyone's life, being the sheild of everyone I hold dear to me, bearing their pain, their missory. My life started to get hard, I wanted to take on everything by myself, but I didn't count on everthing to come at me at once. In that moment I knew that I was starting to crumble. Everything that I had a tight grip on seemed to be falling through my fingers. I didn't know what to do. I don't want this feeling to befall anyone else. I implore you, keep close to God, let Him be the sheild. We need to learn how to step back from our fights and let God handel it. I beg of anyone that has ever felt that the walls were closing in on them, just look up. There is always someone there. Through Christ that strengthen you, NO weapon formed against you shall prosper. It won't work.
....Misa, this is your fight. You have been the sheild, the armorbearer for so long, please put down your sheild and rest. God will take care of you. Blessings to all who need rest, for they will find it in the arms of God.
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And man that was really deep, I couldn't help but just read it over and over because I felt so connected and felt glad that other people pretty much knew and have been the things I've been going through because it seems like I was the only one in my family who was going through this type of Situation myself. Yes I may have been foolish to hide how much pain that I was in from my Family during the entire Surgery my Grandma had but you're right...I definitely need to lay down my Shield and I'm definitely going to be doing more praying than I have before tonight-not just for others and the children who are going through hell, but for me and to try to give me strength to overcome everything.
Oh and btw you've pretty much described me big time without even telling what my Interests are-well for people who don't know me that is sweatdrop smile lol .
And yes everybody I am the Misa that Xyshone is talking about, she's like the younger sister that I've always wanted and even though we met through the Internet I can tell that we have a bond deeper than just strangers or friendship because she's like a sister to me.... heart