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So we broke up and at first I thought I would have to die. I've been through a shitload of different situations in my life, I've never had a permanent home. Or at least I never felt at home anywhere I've lived. These things haven't changed. Zwönitz was never my home either. I was lonely, cast aside by the very person I'd given up everything for. I spent 5 hours a day riding the train to college. I got up at 4 in the morning and came home around 6 pm, sometimes a little earlier than that. I had another job to handle.

So in the end I'm glad we took a break. Well, he called it a break because he didn't mean to hurt me even more, I guess. I miss talking to him, but then again I've lived that way for almost half a year now. The only thing he really ever cared for was his family I suppose. So it was for the better. He can focus on his career now, and I'll focus on mine. I'm glad we decided to stay friends though. I wonder if I'll see him again...