"The rain's stopped," I whispered as the sun-strands shone past the half-opened, battered lace curtains that blocked the gray sky from my view. His Photo in my bloody-gauze covered hands, the rain drop's shadows speckled over the glass.
"Teach me, he said, teach me the ways of caring nature and teach me the feeling,"
I recited to myself, quoting him, His eyes, once a heavy blue, now faded as the photo has aged, so has the boy, now a man.
Taking the frame into my arms, for but a moment, his features made me feel complete. Taking heed of the idea I should get some sun now, while the clouds had parted. I awoke my lower limbs, taking my them from under the white sheets my master provided me with. Carefully tucking the frame back into a pillow case, If Master knew I was thinking of another, he'd rightfully return my mind to the grave.
Cold stone, large-pebbled floor. To the courtyard, in the garden, the roses and I bathed ourselves in sun. I, unlike their soft maroon petals, cloaked in white rags, and bloody-gauze wrapped around my wrists and hands, ankles and feet.
"Your presence still lingers here, and it wont leave me alone," I tried to tell the boy I once knew, I felt him, I carried his heart in every deed and chore Master asked of me.
"These wounds won't seem to heal. This pain is just too real," I choked, holding back as much as I could. I curled up on the mossy flower bed, and gnawed on my knuckles.
"When I cried you'd wipe away all of my tears. When I'd scream you'd fight away all of my fears. And I held your hand through all of these years. But you still have... all of me," I lazed, though to tense to move without pain, letting the soaked soil seep through my clothes. I closed my eyes, trying to forget, yet, savoring every lost moment, as it passed from a coveted memory, to regret.
"You used to captivate me, by your resonating light, now I'm bound by the life you left behind. Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away, all the sanity in me..." shivering on the flower bed as the air started to chill again, yet I felt so numb, so dead, so incapable of carrying on. I let the salty droplets squeeze out of my eye-lids, and rolled onto my back, so I could watch the blue sky go away, and see the gray take over again. My back and side now soaked in light brown water, the rosy, glowing, light dissipated in to murk...
I thought I should go back, I didn't care how cold I got, I just wanted the rain to dissolve me. But, master would be highly disappointed if I stayed out for too long.
"I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along." the last words I whispered before plucking a deep, red rose, and retreating back to my cage, and trying to finish off the last of my tears, but not before, in the hall, My Master, frowning demonically, gripping tightly none other than my photo of Him... I watched him pace toward my, as his clutch shattered the glass frame, and stabbed into the photo..
I gulped as his eyes struck fear to my core, and lowered my head in shame...
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