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Lol my friend is ******** funny and making me feel good! Another problem happened in my family last night my dad went to the hospital but thats not the only problem. Too much is going on right now and I hide my true emotions and I'm not an idiot who tries to make people happy anymore, I don't have the ability to anymore. Liam said I should join Psychic Kids you know the show there? Well ******** no! I am not going to join a ******** show where they put kids through hell, but what the ******** my mom signed me up for it we don't even live where ever they film it! I don't want Alyssa to be mad at me but whatever I hope you are happy now mom and I'm sure Mat doesn't want to see me go through more than what I am going through right now, I know you said I will be on next season but it feels closer than that; I believe I can see, feel and here spirits. I don't want the world to know now they will, now they do. Anyways, if I do this and I swear I will I just hope you will join me Mat I can't do this without you, we both have the same ability even more than what we know we have actually, we just don't know how to use it yet like we can use our other skills. Just wanted to put this out hopefully I will get some comments on this one.