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Wow. Almost 2 months with Jonathan and still going strong. Maybe I've finally found my soulmate...

Admittedly, we did have one argument, but it was resolved rather quickly. Let me fill you in:

During lunch at work one day, Jonathan mentioned that he was supposed to spend Saturday with his ex-girlfriend Natalie and a few of our friends. I was moderately alright with that, but what bothered me was that he didn't invite me along. I would have even accepted "I would invite you, but I don't know if you'd be comfortable or not." or even "I would invite you, but I'd have to check with everyone else first.". I could have dealt with that. But he didn't even do that. It made me feel like he didn't want me there. I ended up spending the day with my other friend Jennifer, who was basically playing relay for me all day. She would call Jonathan for me and find out what was up, because I A) Didn't want to bother him and make it seem like I was checking up on him, and B) wanted to let him call me, to show me that he actually cared and wanted to talk to me. Well, needless to say, he didn't call me all night, and I was basically a lifeless doll because of how depressed I was. Eventually Jen and I went to our friend Christine's house and talked to her about it. Jen called Jonathan one more time and ended up bitching him out for not calling me and not inviting me along. After a little while things calmed down so we went over to his house to talk to him about it. He said that he hadn't realized that he had been hurting me, and felt horrible for it because he had gone back on his word to never hurt me. He felt so bad he was actually crying on my shoulder. We talked about why I was so hurt and I forgave him for it. I know some of you might say that he was just acting like that to get me to forgive him, but I know that he was sincere. Ever since then, things have been even better between us. Our bond is stronger, we're able to express our feelings a bit better, and we spend more time together.

I don't know what I would do without him. I've never been this happy with anyone before. Although, all my past relationships were long distance. But regardless, Jonathan makes me happier than anyone else ever has. He understands me better than anyone else, and he knows just what to do and what to say to make me feel better if I'm in a bad mood. I think I truly have found that one special someone I'm meant to be with forever... heart